梅丽莎

本想用愤怒来打败痛苦 就那么简单
没想到 原来 愤怒和痛苦却一直都还在

都是被逼迫的走到了歧途的分岔路口
痛苦只会令你原地徘徊 而 愤怒却会令你义无反顾的走向报复的绝望之路
无论如何 想要抽身返回已很难很难
却没想到 到头来报复的还不..是自己

When I saw Melissa giving her first kiss and virginity to Daniel as a proof (or a gift? A sacrifice?) of her love, when I saw her coming to meet Daniel’s friend which ended in being raped by five of his fellows, I could not help wanting to hug her and talk with her, about e.g. kiss/sex ideally is something enjoyed by both party of the lovers rather than a gift offered by one party to his/her beloved, and about e.g. never abuse trust. Though actually in the field of love, let alone sex, I confessed myself as ignorant and nervous as the 16 year old Melissa, yet anyway age has not been increased in vain.
　　
However, I now tend to believe that some moments in life are so UNTALKABLE that can only be lived and endured by oneself alone. Melissa has a wise and sensitive grandma who she emotionally clings to and trusts in, she also has a best friend, yet she talked to none of them. And she wrote diaries, day after day, pages and pages, to which she poured her untellable loneliness. Such untellable loneliness is the most moving to me, perhaps simply because I myself has been going through some loss, the loneliness of which is similarly so.
　　
(And her mother’s sudden change into a good listener and supporter at the end of the movie is completely untrue in both logic and feelings…)

我没有找到书，也是只看过电影，那么美的女孩，那么美的电影画面，从一开始的能看到海面的后花园开始，梅丽莎开始了堕落的人生。可怜的梅丽莎，我看得中间哭了，很难受。一个十七岁的女孩，只因为爱上一个坏坏美少年丹尼尔，这个少年亵渎了她心中的纯洁爱情，使她认为要想有爱就必须付出性。她后面的行为像是报复，像是赌气，这个可怜的十七岁的梅丽莎。她的同学说她是妓女，连最好的朋友都离开她。梅丽莎，这个小小的女孩，更加迷失自己，于是开始在网络上寻找下一个对象。这样一个傻傻的女孩，被骗过去，被虐待，跑出来时却听到奶奶去世的噩耗。妈妈看了她的日记，没有更多的责备和辱骂，却是更加的抱紧自己的女儿。
她在树下听歌的画面很美，在初看到能看到海的后花园的画面很美，和朋友在摩托车上站起来大叫时的画面也很美。梅丽莎是一个美丽的女孩。最后的她，终于找到自己真正的爱情。那个会画画的男孩，那个在背后默默画着她的男孩，向她表白的时候，两情相悦的两个人，是最美的画面。梅丽莎终于在看到当初的丹尼尔时，只是轻蔑的转了头。我真替梅丽莎开心，十七岁的女孩终于找到了真正的爱情。

如果没有杰拉尔丁、卓别林在此片中扮演奶奶,不知这部电影还有什么看点?叙事极其混乱,可以说是想怎么来就怎么来,东拼西凑其他电影里的情节,就成了他的电影了.
尤其照抄德\帕尔玛<剃刀边缘>那一段,几乎未作改动就搬用到此片中,可见导演创造力的疲乏,且毫无才情可言.
坚定完毕.

当你还是个小Ｌｏｌｉ时

你的名字是否也叫做Ｍｅｌｉｓｓａ

１５岁，望着镜子里自己愈发改变的胴体，你是否也曾毒药般的痴迷与好奇？

１５岁，自认是个公主的你，是否也期待王子的降临？

现实不是童话，所谓的王子出现，可王子和公主并没有住在城堡里，而是揭开彼此的好奇。

ＳＥＸ，之后，王子变成了恶魔，公主望着镜子里不再成迷的胴体，愤恨所有的男人。

愤怒、复仇、欲望、悔恨……公主在这样的沼泽里迷失沉沦．


忽然，有天，阳光照在脸上，是如此温暖柔和，一切都变得亲切温柔

你开始期待：有个男人，他不一定是英俊的、富有的，他会在夕阳下与你坐在长椅上，轻拥着你，在你耳边诉说着爱意，这样的男人，是你心中的王子，即使再平淡的日子也如童话般美好。


曾经，Ｍｅｌｉｓｓａ

此刻，寻找童话……




                    ---这是我看完＜ＭｅｌｉｓｓａＰ．＞写的的日记