实习医生格蕾第五季

无意中发现Desperate Housewives 和Grey's anatomy的第五季正在上演中，于是开始一周一集的追看历程，和去年类似。如果不是你，估计自己不会开始关注并且喜欢上soap opera 这一类型的影视剧。

看这两部肥皂剧时，常常会唤起我少年时阅读《读者文摘》和《青年文摘》的体验。安静的书房，孤独的少年，沉浸在一个个简短的故事引出的一条条人生哲理中，遐想着自己未来的航程和风雨。区别在于，年少时是向前憧憬，现在是往后回顾。

两部肥皂剧相比，Grey's anatomy的集与集之间的联系，比Desperate housewives要更松散点，涉及层面更多在于个人的情感工作关系和心智成长；而Desperate Housewives，则侧重于家庭情感、邻里关系和子女教育多一些，此外还增添了点侦探悬疑的色彩在里面。两者的受众群也应该略有差别，前者应该更易挑起社会新鲜人的兴趣，后者则容易唤起已婚女子的共鸣罢。相较之下，个人是更喜欢Grey，尤其是那些穿插剧集始终的vocieover让我玩味不已.

此外，看这些肥皂剧，不失为学英语的一种好方法。可惜我常常为情节画外音所吸引，而且字幕的存在助长了人的依赖心和惰性，因此削弱了学习的本意，效果不佳。建议真想融娱乐与学习于一体的话，最好看不带字幕的版本。当然，你可能会需要看第二遍帮助理解那些陌生的字词或俚语俗语。还是相当耗费时间的。

Alex在手术室里拿着心脏除颤器准备电击，倒计时的3s终于证明他的诊断是对的，他却全身发抖僵化到完全不能行走，那个镜头真心全季最戳泪点~哪怕生活把你的勇气压得粉碎，有那么一刻你孤注一掷，你不被信任、被否决、为权威所抛弃，但你还是要坚强，战胜内心你最为恐惧的自我的反对声，告诉自己，要坚持。因为当你再也不用恐惧内心的自我反对，那份被自我所证明过的喜悦，才最显弥足珍贵。

It feels so good to stay at home all day watching the shows you like. I can't complain about anything right now. 'Cause I actually feel really good, even my toughest anxiety becomes forgettable. I've finally got the chance to finish GA Season 5 today, and after that something drove me so hard to recollect the show from the very beginning as well as recollect the pieces of my life.
　　
　　When I first started watching GA, I've never thought it would mean this big for me. Some shows just not only the entertainment of our life, they're like friends who knew you at the first place and still they're always there giving you a shoulder to cry on. They carry our memories, histories and feelings. GA is the one for me. Maybe it's not the greatest show ever, but for me it's significant. I've been growing with it. I've been growing as every character does. I've been growing with a heart dark and twisty.
　　
　　It is true that when something begins, you generally have no idea how it's gonna end. The future is never what we've imagined.
　　
　　Back from the beginning, Meredith was asking her good looking one-night-standed partner with amazingly attractive hair to leave with a corny embarrassment revealed on her smiling face; Christina was confidently asking about being "selected as the best intern" and whining about Izz's former part time job as a model; George had never gave up being nice or getting close to the others, but he was taken as a joke; Izz was told to do the rectal examination and can't help making her face when she stuck her fingers into the ass of a patient; Doc. Baily was wearing her mushroom head which is subject to very popular criticism even today; Here comes Burke, the perfect guy who resolutely left his fiancée in the wedding ceremony and us in the middle of the show...
　　
　　We can't tell who's the best at the beginning. Meredith lost in the hospital; George panicked in the surgery room being watching and betted on by the other interns, and he got a creepy name "007"; Izz got Baily pissed off by interrupting her nap for a patient who needs antibiotics rather than the reason that someone was dying; Alex was just an arrogant rude jerk.... And I've been there before, panic, complain, lose, freak out, be silly, cocky, selfish and inconsiderate... or even worse. I can't tell whether I can handle my life rightly and bravely at that time neither.
　　
　　None of them have imagined they would become family of each other; None of them have predicted those pains, struggles, changes or those life and death things injected in their life; None of them have realized and expected those massive magnificent changes happening everyday around them; None of them have ever thought they would become this strong to handle the pain, the loss and departure. Just as what Izz said at the last "you don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it." We don't recognize anything until we're actually experiencing the most of it. Their life keeps growing deep. So does mine. And I'm growing deep too. I don't run away like before, I face things, I stand up on my own, and I handle them. GA is showing and witnessing the histories and changes of my life too.
　　
　　In GA, hospital is a battlefield, and doctors are soldiers. They don't surrender, because they can't. They've been working their ass off for saving lives, or not that great, just for avoiding mistakes and killing. But what they're doing is sacred. All of the stories going on in this show carry only one clue ---- take the time to treasure. I'm gonna quote the last voice-over in the end of Season 5, and I'm gonna ask myself and everyone else who reads this article:
　　
　　Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever wanna live without you. You changed my life..." Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it, but every now and then, look around, drink it in. 'Cause this is it. It might be gone tomorrow.


【拼写错误已修正，见谅】

看完GAs05final我彻底feaking out了。。。
John Doe is George
sweet，kind George
！！！！！！！！！！
 
太残忍了 太残忍了
我以为最多就是Izzie来个病情反复然后翘翘，
那么我也勉强可以接受毕竟之前已经做了那么多心理准备
我以为结局走的是温情路线
to love each other even when we hate each other
no running...ever
to take care when old, senile and smelly
this is forever
当时有点担心那张post-it会掉下来
我还教导自己别那么阴暗了
因为连mere都那么灿烂了
甚至甚至
千年化石christina都学会了拥抱说I love u
谁都瞬间对未来充满了希望
突然残忍的就来了
the future is never the way we imagined it
 
George 你小子脸怎么都烂成那样了啊
还剃了头穿上军装一脸俊俏的样子站在电梯口等Izzie
这对比太强烈了
搞笑啊 做梦啊 灵魂出窍啊
你不用这样我都已经觉得最近你变帅了
这都是假的都是虚幻的
快回来吧快回来吧快回来吧
把Izzie也一起拽回来吧
！！！！！！！！！！
 
did you say it?
i love you
 
md
找谁说去啊
你个伪温情路线

    第六季要播出的时候，才开始看这部剧。新闻里说，George的扮演者将不再出演第六季，隐约记得好像是对编剧的安排不满意。
    所以看到第五季的时候，留心了一下George的角色，确实，戏份越来越少，生生地打了酱油。有的时候甚至觉得George在剧中的处境，就是演员本身所陷入的编剧的处置，无助，无闻，无语。
    S5E23的最后一幕，镜头转到George脸上的前一秒钟，我知道，这就是编剧终结这个角色的方式了。
    当时心里还掠过了对编剧小小的赞叹，参军，去伊拉克，然后就理直气壮地不用再出现在这间医院里，对于不那么强大的George自己，也是人生的一种升华吧！
    其实，我已经不记得George和007有什么关系了，所以当Meredith醒悟过来时所表现的惊恐确实吊足了我的胃口。
    但是，万万没有，我万万没有想到，那个面目全非的人竟然就是George！
    如果他只是另外一个故事，与每一集任何一个波澜不惊地事故无异，我也已经很爱这个故事了。其貌不扬的男子，以他惯常的方式，认真友好地say Hi，也许面对眼前清新美好的女孩还带着一丝羞涩的微笑。纵使只是一厢情愿。然后，事情快得来不及描述，值得留在记忆里的只是，他推开女孩，自己被车撞得稀巴烂。后来，女孩一直试图留在面目全非的男子身边，紧握的双手，满溢的泪眶，都让我相信，这会是一个美丽得不可多得的故事。
    就算是一个nobody，也会是一个美丽得不可多得的故事。
    可是，他是George！
    回头来看，是啊，他是George，所有的描述，所做的一切，都是为他量身定制的。
    最后的最后，Izzie穿着送走Denny时的那件美丽伤心的玫瑰色礼服站在电梯里，看着门打开后站在门外的George，两人相视一笑，释然，又残忍。他们有多久没有像真正的Best Friends一样彼此坦诚，彼此安抚了，大概久得连观众也不记得了。还好，最后的最后，在还来得及的时候，了却了。虽然我知道，Izzie走不出那间电梯就会回去了。
    刚刚才看完这一季，不再有George的下一季，我还是会为了编剧创造的人物和故事揪心开心下去。虽然一直以来最爱的都是Izzie，但不由自主地写下这些留念，为了最后伟大牺牲的George。
    最后的最后，理了寸头，穿着笔挺军装，淡然一笑的George，我从来都没觉得他那么帅过。

一直挂在Christina房间里面的风扇安静而淡定，它悠悠的转着，但它好像也是一颗藏在人心中的地雷，不光光是hunt，也不光光看izzi和George。
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浮躁而跃动的人生是会被时间沉淀成最真挚的痴情，derek去求婚求市政厅也抵不上一张即使恨我也要爱我不管我臭我丑我老这样烂俗的誓言。grey发现想去忘记derek逼到自己去看心理医生发现自己再怎么去逃避生活去忘记母亲爱到深处的欲自杀，她也要放下自尊去和derek面对面一次又一次去实验她的手术也是一种对爱的尝试，当最后一次肿瘤中植入病毒成功，香槟是两个人对彼此爱情的肯定不仅仅是一次成功的临床手术。而蜡烛造的一个房子抛开母亲的日记本是grey要准备迎接生活抛开腐烂的家庭的诠释。
Christina的婚礼戏剧性并且也在意料之中，离开burke的Christina在浑噩之后遇到了红毛性感的hunt。Christina犹如一朵战火玫瑰，不在战场却时刻用锐刺保护自己的自尊心咄咄逼人但却柔软地把情感赤裸裸袒露在荆棘之下。hunt离开胆小怯懦的未婚妻找到Christina我竟然觉得如此有爱，Christina在hunt面前从不说burke，她不想被同情但她好像又身处于burke离开她之后会遇到的那个女人。所以她吞吞吐吐把“我爱你”说出来时，是把一切抛之脑后毅然决然的沉入hunt的表现。
OK，最虐心的是izzi和denny和Alex和George。中间我一度觉得denny的出现很烦人，既然死了就不要出现既然选择离开就不要喋喋不休，选择暗处看着izzi幸福或者悲伤不好吗？可是当癌症的剧情出现的时候，我有些同情denny，他在天堂和地狱里来哄着眼眶一遍又一遍对izzi说“I come for you "，denny眼睛闪亮而真诚他是在频死的izzi面前想要留在她的身边即使因为那一颗肿瘤，他是izzi的情人是沙滩上蓝天下那一抹最美的幻境。而George是好友，是婚礼上扶着izzi最真挚的朋友。最后一集真的被虐哭了，去参加晚会的izzi一袭盛装电梯之后是戎装在身的George，临死前想到的竟然George！！浓稠却也清纯的友谊，像那一瓶不该喝的红酒。Alex是个好男人，始终背着母亲往事活着所以他畏惧也习惯照顾女人，他发狂也是有理由的，他渴望一段安定的感情却被生活玩弄的体无完肤。<图片1>